Willpower is hard. I have the same problem, when pain isn't an issue, and... if you find a magical solution to that, let me know, will you? /: It's hard to work towards getting better when "better" doesn't mean "good", but "slightly less bad but still awful compared to everyone else".

I think I've settled into a place of being able to write Joker without freaking out over getting details wrong; when I throw in medical stuff or PT stuff or pain stuff it's from that common ground, and it's a lot easier than burying myself in research to make everything unique to people with OI. Though I'm sure I'll mess up eventually, especially with more health-focused Joker fic in my immediate future now that I've found that Dr. Michel muse I keep whining about. I just hope someone catches it when I do!

(I think I'm rambling, sorry. I haven't gotten much sleep lately. Tell me if I'm being a pest and I'll shut up.)