shadesofmauve (
shadesofmauve) wrote2013-03-28 05:54 pm
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How are emotions supposed to work, again?
Since my last post I've filled the nail holes on the window frame, sanded, and put on another coat of poly. I've repotted the golden raspberry starts Jim gave me for my birthday into a real pot. I've used the extra potting soil to fill in some of the gaps in the patio.
And I feel like more of a waste of space than when I started.
And I feel like more of a waste of space than when I started.
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You're not a waste of space. You've brightened my life and the lives of many, many other people. You can kick your emotions' collective asses, Shades. :Db
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Thanks, sweety. Sometimes I really need to hear that.
I suppose we all do. :)
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Really looking forward to whatever you decide to write as a followup. And thank you, too for being one of my most reliably awesome sounding boards.
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I hope I'm reasonably reliable! I know I occasionally fall off the wagon in terms of email responses. It's a problem. Oddly enough, I started writing after I made this post, and it's helping -- so maybe the guilt was mostly writing related. It'd be kinda nice to get some kind of indicator of that in advance. :P
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I've totally experienced that misplaced antsiness before, so I know those feels. Sometimes it's a damn pain trying to figure out exactly what's causing the anxiety.
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Of course, in my current doubting mood, I'm doubly terrified to think of what the *objective* evaluation of my me would be. :P
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